teaching is not a profession...
it's a passion .....
it's a passion .....
Monday, March 22, 2010
sayang...
assalamualaikum...
aku pernah berjanji pd diri sendiri, bila aku dah jd guru nnti, aku nak jd guru yg sombong....hahahha
mksudnya guru yg kurang mesra dgn students...hanya masuk kelas n mengajar....tak lebih daripd tu...
tp seperti yg slalu irg kata.....jgn berjanji atau bersumpah....nnti takut dimakan jnji atau sumpah....
rsnya betoi kot....sekarang aku rasa saaaayaaang sgt dgn students aku....aku dapat rs mcm ada satu ikatan yg kuat antara aku n students....
aku suka dianggap sebagai rakan, kawan, sahabat, kakak disamping sbg guru yg perlu mereka hormati....students aku pun suka dgn keadaan nih....sbb mereka rasa lebey terbuka n senang utk berkongsi masalah atau pendapat dgn aku...
ada students yg manja n perlukan perhatian...aku belajar utk memberi perhatian yg sepatutnya kepada students seperti ini....ada perubahan yg positif yg dapat aku lihat bila aku cuba berkomunikasi dengan mereka sbg rakan n sahabat....
harap2 pa yg aku lakukan ini mampu memberi impak positif kepada mereka....mungkin sedikit, tp yg penting ada gak kesannya...kalau tidak ada sekalipun, aku harap akan ada kesannya satu hari nnti....
sekian....
aku pernah berjanji pd diri sendiri, bila aku dah jd guru nnti, aku nak jd guru yg sombong....hahahha
mksudnya guru yg kurang mesra dgn students...hanya masuk kelas n mengajar....tak lebih daripd tu...
tp seperti yg slalu irg kata.....jgn berjanji atau bersumpah....nnti takut dimakan jnji atau sumpah....
rsnya betoi kot....sekarang aku rasa saaaayaaang sgt dgn students aku....aku dapat rs mcm ada satu ikatan yg kuat antara aku n students....
aku suka dianggap sebagai rakan, kawan, sahabat, kakak disamping sbg guru yg perlu mereka hormati....students aku pun suka dgn keadaan nih....sbb mereka rasa lebey terbuka n senang utk berkongsi masalah atau pendapat dgn aku...
ada students yg manja n perlukan perhatian...aku belajar utk memberi perhatian yg sepatutnya kepada students seperti ini....ada perubahan yg positif yg dapat aku lihat bila aku cuba berkomunikasi dengan mereka sbg rakan n sahabat....
harap2 pa yg aku lakukan ini mampu memberi impak positif kepada mereka....mungkin sedikit, tp yg penting ada gak kesannya...kalau tidak ada sekalipun, aku harap akan ada kesannya satu hari nnti....
sekian....
berkurun rasanya.....
assalamualaikum n hai....
berkurun rsnya sejak aku menjejakkan jari jemariku yg kontot ini utk menulis di laman blog nih....aku mmg jns yg xsuka menulis....especially bnda2 mcm nih.... ^_^
tp bila dipikirkan blk, kesian kat blog kecik aku nih....so mulai hari nih aku cuba menulis pa2 yg bley aku kongsi supaya blog nih xsunyi...hahaha
chow...
berkurun rsnya sejak aku menjejakkan jari jemariku yg kontot ini utk menulis di laman blog nih....aku mmg jns yg xsuka menulis....especially bnda2 mcm nih.... ^_^
tp bila dipikirkan blk, kesian kat blog kecik aku nih....so mulai hari nih aku cuba menulis pa2 yg bley aku kongsi supaya blog nih xsunyi...hahaha
chow...
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
this hard-breaking moment....
assalamualaikum n hai....
people always say i am a sort of hard-to-cry person...have this tough-really-hard-like-a-stone emotion....hahahha....actually i doubt that.. i am actually a really sensitive one (to those who really know n close to me =p) but people do not notice it because i hate showing my emotions especially crying...
i always think crying IS NOT a way to solve my problem....
i would think crying equals to losing all ur senses....u would feel numb when crying....doesnt matter what happen around u because u r too occupied or bz thinking of the reason(s) why u actually cry....
n i really HATE it..
that is why i dun like to watch sad-i-will-cry movies ( i really hate this type of movies pun - keja nangis ja), go to somebody's funeral (i will try my best to avoid it coz i hate seeing people crying over their lost loved-one(s))
but this doesnt mean i dun visit families who just lost their loved one(s).....i did visit and in most occasions, i tried to hold my breath s long s i could so that my tears didnt fall...
n this was one of the occasions that required me to really hold my breath.....
i went to visit my dad's best friend's son who was also my ex-student who died in a motorcycle accident.....it was really tragic....he was on his way back home when he met into the tragic accident.....only a few kilometres away from his house....
when i arrived there, i could hear his mother was crying n sobbing really hard....telling people how he had met into the accident, telling everybody he was a really good n nice boy.....he really was....i still remember his genuine-pure-i-will-never-harm-people kind of smile....but what has happened was destined....
n i sitting in a corner of the house, trying very hard to blink back my tears (while hearing his family's sobbing)...i tried not to cry eventhough i could feel my eyes were already flooded with tears....
BUT what break my heart the most is when i heard the cause that led to his death....HE DID NOT WEAR HIS HELMET PROPERLY.....his head was severely injured due to the crash onto the divider.....
i'm not writing this because i would like to condemn the action...let bygone be bygone....i just want OTHERS to open their eyes that anything can happen if u do not take safety seriously.....
well, we always assume that all of us know the rules when we r on the road....BUT STILL a lot of us ignore it....guys, safety is not the thing that we can simply put on risk.....
lots of families have lost their loved ones because we OR them take things for granted....we seem to see this safety aspect lightly with or without knowing the consequences....
so please change this good-for-nothing attitude.....when u take safety lightly, u do not only risk ur life but also the life of others.....<<<>>>
p/s: if u take safety lightly but still nothing has ever happened to u (i think this is the major reason y people keep abusing the rules), then WATCH OUT it may bring bad consequences to u ONE FINE DAY...please think of ur loved ones.....
people always say i am a sort of hard-to-cry person...have this tough-really-hard-like-a-stone emotion....hahahha....actually i doubt that.. i am actually a really sensitive one (to those who really know n close to me =p) but people do not notice it because i hate showing my emotions especially crying...
i always think crying IS NOT a way to solve my problem....
i would think crying equals to losing all ur senses....u would feel numb when crying....doesnt matter what happen around u because u r too occupied or bz thinking of the reason(s) why u actually cry....
n i really HATE it..
that is why i dun like to watch sad-i-will-cry movies ( i really hate this type of movies pun - keja nangis ja), go to somebody's funeral (i will try my best to avoid it coz i hate seeing people crying over their lost loved-one(s))
but this doesnt mean i dun visit families who just lost their loved one(s).....i did visit and in most occasions, i tried to hold my breath s long s i could so that my tears didnt fall...
n this was one of the occasions that required me to really hold my breath.....
i went to visit my dad's best friend's son who was also my ex-student who died in a motorcycle accident.....it was really tragic....he was on his way back home when he met into the tragic accident.....only a few kilometres away from his house....
when i arrived there, i could hear his mother was crying n sobbing really hard....telling people how he had met into the accident, telling everybody he was a really good n nice boy.....he really was....i still remember his genuine-pure-i-will-never-harm-people kind of smile....but what has happened was destined....
n i sitting in a corner of the house, trying very hard to blink back my tears (while hearing his family's sobbing)...i tried not to cry eventhough i could feel my eyes were already flooded with tears....
BUT what break my heart the most is when i heard the cause that led to his death....HE DID NOT WEAR HIS HELMET PROPERLY.....his head was severely injured due to the crash onto the divider.....
i'm not writing this because i would like to condemn the action...let bygone be bygone....i just want OTHERS to open their eyes that anything can happen if u do not take safety seriously.....
well, we always assume that all of us know the rules when we r on the road....BUT STILL a lot of us ignore it....guys, safety is not the thing that we can simply put on risk.....
lots of families have lost their loved ones because we OR them take things for granted....we seem to see this safety aspect lightly with or without knowing the consequences....
so please change this good-for-nothing attitude.....when u take safety lightly, u do not only risk ur life but also the life of others.....<<<
p/s: if u take safety lightly but still nothing has ever happened to u (i think this is the major reason y people keep abusing the rules), then WATCH OUT it may bring bad consequences to u ONE FINE DAY...please think of ur loved ones.....
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
raya yang "kurang enak"
assalamualaikum n hai...
first of all, wpun terlambat, tp aku ttp nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA kepada semua......
bila difikir hari raya haji, mesti kita terfikir suasana yang KURANG meriah drpd hari raya puasa....pdhal hari raya haji sepatutnya menjadi hari raya utama kita.....
inilah yg aku rasa....pg raya, bgn pagi, mandi sunat hari raya, tlg kemas umah (tu pun slps kena leter=p), pi solat sunat hari raya, blk umah, tgk tv....end of story....
tu pa yg aku wat pada setiap kebanyakan kali hari raya haji....tmbahan plak tahun nih, aku xblk kg di penang coz tiada sapa di kg...tp thn nih lain ckit.....makndak aku di kg ayahku "tumbangkan" seekor lembu....so ada kenduri (kecil ja)....
xsangka aku....best gak....jumpa sepupu sepapat (wpun xramai).....sembang2, gosip2 =p then melantak lauk gulai daging korban...mmg masyhuk la =)
aku mula mengubah perspektif bahawa wpun suasana yg aku alami hnya kecil tp impaknya besar....kenapa??? sbb kita melalui suasana itu dgn og2 tersayang kita....itu yg penting.....
xkisah la di mana pun kita, tp kalau kita ada bersama org yg kita sayangi, perkara yg kecil juga boleh menjadi besar.....^_^
first of all, wpun terlambat, tp aku ttp nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILADHA kepada semua......
bila difikir hari raya haji, mesti kita terfikir suasana yang KURANG meriah drpd hari raya puasa....pdhal hari raya haji sepatutnya menjadi hari raya utama kita.....
inilah yg aku rasa....pg raya, bgn pagi, mandi sunat hari raya, tlg kemas umah (tu pun slps kena leter=p), pi solat sunat hari raya, blk umah, tgk tv....end of story....
tu pa yg aku wat pada setiap kebanyakan kali hari raya haji....tmbahan plak tahun nih, aku xblk kg di penang coz tiada sapa di kg...tp thn nih lain ckit.....makndak aku di kg ayahku "tumbangkan" seekor lembu....so ada kenduri (kecil ja)....
xsangka aku....best gak....jumpa sepupu sepapat (wpun xramai).....sembang2, gosip2 =p then melantak lauk gulai daging korban...mmg masyhuk la =)
aku mula mengubah perspektif bahawa wpun suasana yg aku alami hnya kecil tp impaknya besar....kenapa??? sbb kita melalui suasana itu dgn og2 tersayang kita....itu yg penting.....
xkisah la di mana pun kita, tp kalau kita ada bersama org yg kita sayangi, perkara yg kecil juga boleh menjadi besar.....^_^
Thursday, November 12, 2009
aku sebenarnya......
assalamualaikum n hai...
aku sebenarnya.....
penat
keliru
pening
menyampah
benci
sakit hati
geli geliman
kecewa
semuanya negatif....
semuanya aku tujukan kepada.....
orang sekeliling aku?
students?
rakan sekerja?
mungkin ya atau tidak....
aku peduli apa
lantaklah
janji aku buat kerja aku
plg penting aku xkacau orang
persetankan yang lain
aku sebenarnya.....
penat
keliru
pening
menyampah
benci
sakit hati
geli geliman
kecewa
semuanya negatif....
semuanya aku tujukan kepada.....
orang sekeliling aku?
students?
rakan sekerja?
mungkin ya atau tidak....
aku peduli apa
lantaklah
janji aku buat kerja aku
plg penting aku xkacau orang
persetankan yang lain
how huh?????
hai n assalamualaikum....
what do u think is the best way to psycho ur students???
how huh???
i am confused n tired
what do u think is the best way to psycho ur students???
how huh???
i am confused n tired
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
dulu dan sekarang.....
assalamualaikum n hai.....
bla bercakap tentang dulu dan sekarang, aku rs sedey bila melihat kepada sikap pelajar2 kita sekarang berbanding dulu...
dulu...
guru adalah org yg plg kita hormati....
guru kata A, maka A la jawapannya....
tp sekarang.....
guru hanya orang yg menyemakkan hidup pelajar....
guru nasihat, mereka akan melenting, kata guru nih banyak berleter....
dulu....
kita terima setiap hukuman drpd guru dgn hati yg terbuka....
kita fikir, mmg nih slh kita, sbb tu cikgu hukum...
tp sekarang....
guru baru FIKIR nak hukum,
mereka dah bising2 nak saman, nak pukul guru, bakar kereta, calarkan kereta...
apa nak jd????
dulu....
kita pandang guru dengan niat yg baik,
tiada niat len selain utk belajar semata2...
tp sekarang....
ada pelajar yg pandang guru seperti simbol seks...
wpun pakaian guru itu sopan, tiada ciri2 yg xbek ditunjukkan....
dulu...
kita takut sgt dgn guru....
guru ada kuasa...
jd guru adalah antara anugerah yg plg dihargai, disyukuri....
tp sekarang....
guru lebey takut kepada pelajarnya...
pelajar sekarang mampu buat apa saja....
jika dilihat kepada suma nih, di mana silapnya???
kenapa perkara ini berlaku???
sedih, mmg sedih bila difikir sikap pelajar yg semakin teruk.....
bukan semua tp bilangan yg ada cukup untuk membimbangkan kita semua....
tiada lg guruku keluargaku,
tp lebey kepada guruku musuhku,
sampai bila ini akan berterusan???
bla bercakap tentang dulu dan sekarang, aku rs sedey bila melihat kepada sikap pelajar2 kita sekarang berbanding dulu...
dulu...
guru adalah org yg plg kita hormati....
guru kata A, maka A la jawapannya....
tp sekarang.....
guru hanya orang yg menyemakkan hidup pelajar....
guru nasihat, mereka akan melenting, kata guru nih banyak berleter....
dulu....
kita terima setiap hukuman drpd guru dgn hati yg terbuka....
kita fikir, mmg nih slh kita, sbb tu cikgu hukum...
tp sekarang....
guru baru FIKIR nak hukum,
mereka dah bising2 nak saman, nak pukul guru, bakar kereta, calarkan kereta...
apa nak jd????
dulu....
kita pandang guru dengan niat yg baik,
tiada niat len selain utk belajar semata2...
tp sekarang....
ada pelajar yg pandang guru seperti simbol seks...
wpun pakaian guru itu sopan, tiada ciri2 yg xbek ditunjukkan....
dulu...
kita takut sgt dgn guru....
guru ada kuasa...
jd guru adalah antara anugerah yg plg dihargai, disyukuri....
tp sekarang....
guru lebey takut kepada pelajarnya...
pelajar sekarang mampu buat apa saja....
jika dilihat kepada suma nih, di mana silapnya???
kenapa perkara ini berlaku???
sedih, mmg sedih bila difikir sikap pelajar yg semakin teruk.....
bukan semua tp bilangan yg ada cukup untuk membimbangkan kita semua....
tiada lg guruku keluargaku,
tp lebey kepada guruku musuhku,
sampai bila ini akan berterusan???
Monday, November 2, 2009
kenapa???
assalamualaikum n hai.....
makin tua, makin byk plak masalah ..... kalau kita xwat masalah, org len plak bg masalah kat kita......
plg aku benci, bila ada org cr pasal dgn aku.....
aku nih bkn suka cr pasal dgn org...
tp sekali org cari pasal dgn aku, mmg nahas org tu...
ms zaman belajar dulu, ada gak member2 jd mangsa dgn aku....sapa suruh depa cari pasal dgn aku....padan la muka depa....hahaha
ada sekali aku hentak kepala member kat bucu meja....nah! bengkak biru n benjol kepala dia.....
ada kejadian len plak, aku amik penyapu nak pukul member aku.... nsb bek xsempat.....sbbnya member2 len kunci aku dlm blk....hahhaa....
gila betoi aku.....
tp sekarang bila dah tua, ingtkan xdak lg yg nak cr pasal.....to ada jugak org nk cr pasal dgn aku.....
aku benci la nak nek angin......tp bila xnek angin, lg dia usaha nak cari pasal n sktkan hati kita......
apa aku nak wat nih????
nnti aku pkir dalam2....
xpun plg elok doa byk2.....org yg teraniaya, doanya ALLAH akan makbul.....hahhaa makin suci murni hatiku ini.....
doakan aku =)
makin tua, makin byk plak masalah ..... kalau kita xwat masalah, org len plak bg masalah kat kita......
plg aku benci, bila ada org cr pasal dgn aku.....
aku nih bkn suka cr pasal dgn org...
tp sekali org cari pasal dgn aku, mmg nahas org tu...
ms zaman belajar dulu, ada gak member2 jd mangsa dgn aku....sapa suruh depa cari pasal dgn aku....padan la muka depa....hahaha
ada sekali aku hentak kepala member kat bucu meja....nah! bengkak biru n benjol kepala dia.....
ada kejadian len plak, aku amik penyapu nak pukul member aku.... nsb bek xsempat.....sbbnya member2 len kunci aku dlm blk....hahhaa....
gila betoi aku.....
tp sekarang bila dah tua, ingtkan xdak lg yg nak cr pasal.....to ada jugak org nk cr pasal dgn aku.....
aku benci la nak nek angin......tp bila xnek angin, lg dia usaha nak cari pasal n sktkan hati kita......
apa aku nak wat nih????
nnti aku pkir dalam2....
xpun plg elok doa byk2.....org yg teraniaya, doanya ALLAH akan makbul.....hahhaa makin suci murni hatiku ini.....
doakan aku =)
Sunday, October 25, 2009
pernah tak?
assalamualaikum n hai......
pernah tak korang rasa skt hati smpai mulut terasa nak celopar??wpun pd hakikatnya korang cuba tahan perasaan skt hati tu by trying to remain cool tp aiseh tak dapat....maka terhamburlah kata2 yang ingin didengari tu.....
sejak aku jd cikgu nih, aku cuba la "lemah lembut" dgn bdk...ckp pun dgn sopannya (minus the part bila guna aku ang dgn depa =p)....kiranya pijak semut pun xmati....tp akhir2 nih, mulut aku nih sentiasa laju ja nak laser kat org....ramai gak students aku yg kecik hati dgn kelaseran aku nih....ni antara situasi2nya; =p
situasi satu....
pelajar A: "teacher, mcm mana nak buat soalan nih???"
maka aku dgn semangat keguruan, pergi menerangkan....
ok, dia pun nmpak pegang pen, nak wat soalan tu.....
selepas 10 min,
pelajar A: "teacher, mcm mana nak buat soalan nih?? lupa la...."
maka sekali lg aku dgn kesabaranku, pergi menerangkan lg.....
dia pun wat soalan tu....
selepas 15 min kemudian....
pelajar B: "teacher, tgk si polan nih (iaitu pelajar A), dari td asyik belek muka kat cermin...keja xmau wat, tiru org ja dia tau...tanya teacher mcm nak wat keja sgt...."
aku relax dulu bila dgr tu, aku ckp "teacher nak kamu hantar latihan sebelum kelas habis"
pastu student A jwb, "relax la, bkn ssh, tiru r....keja senang, xpayah pkir..."
pada ms nih la, aku rs kalau jangka suhu ada kat kepala, mungkin suhunya melebihi 100 darjah celsius....
aku xmarah kalau dia tnya byk kali sbb xpaham, tp yang aku bengang bila dia jawab, "tiru r....keja senang, xpayah pkir..."
pastu aku dgn lasernya jwb, "kalau harap nak cantikkan muka selalu, tp bodoh or otak zero, xdak guna, bek pi mati ja....."
reaksi pelajar A??? senyap terus.....
dalam hati aku??? padan muka, puas hati aku....
aku tau dia kck hati tp lantak la, dah lama aku sabar dgn perangai pelajar A nih...utk pengetahuan, dlm kelas, dia hanya tahu bersolek ja....sepanjang ms cermin, celak n powder ada kat tgn....masa mula2 aku msk, muka aku pun dia nak solek....lps nih, aku berani jamin msti dia xmau wat keja aku langsung....aku xralat pun, lg bgs ada r...hahahah jahatnya teacher sorang nih....
situasi dua.....
utk situasi nih, pelajar yang aku hadapi adalah seorang pelajar lelaki yg sentiasa menyampuk pa yg aku ckp, suka melawan ckp aku, sindir aku...kalau sekali sekala, aku xdak mslh...tp ms kejadian nih berlaku, aku mmg tgh panas hati kat dia bila dua patah keluar dari mulut aku, dia mesti potong....
teacher: "ok, pa yang kamu paham dgn cerita ini?? kenapa berlaku mcm tu???" bla....bla...bla...bla..
- aku tgh ngajar short story ms ni...
student X: "teacher ckp byk r, dari td xberenti" (dia berada dpn aku coz setiap kali ms aku mmg aku suruh dia dok meja dpn sekali)
aku teruskan gak pengajarn aku...aku wat xtau ja kat dia....yg len mmg tgh bg perhatian....dalam kelas, mmg aku suka kaitkan setiap yg aku ajar dgn pa yg berlaku pada students aku....maka, aku akan kerap merelatekan pengajaran dengan cerita depa (sambil selitkan sedikit unsur lawak - supaya kelas xboring).....utk kelas2 hujung, mmg kena wat mcm nih, kalau xwat, selepas 20 min, kita akan ckp sorang2 ja, yg len tido....
ms aku tgh sibuk relatekan pengajaran dgn cerita students, pelajar X: "teacher dok berleter pa la???bising ja....ngajar sudah la...."
ms tu bkn takat mulut aku ja laju , dgn tgn pun nek sekali....smbil aku ketuk kepala dia dgn kuat, aku ckp, "ckp ja pandai, mengaji bodoh....len kali xyah mai r, wat semak kelas ja.."
reaksi pelajar X??? terus senyap smpai kelas aku hbs....suruh wat keja pun xmau...tanya soalan pun xjawab....sampai member2 dia ckp, "xpayah la teacher ckp dgn dia, dia dah merajuk dgn teacher tu.."
reaksi aku??? padan muka, puas hati aku (sekali lagi - sama mcm dalam situasi 1)....tp kesian plak kat dia...aku dah malukan dia ka???? (tu naluri baik hati aku, hahaha)
moral of the stories??? aku xpernah menyesal bermulut laser dgn depa....coz kdg2 mmg kena ckp kasar dgn depa....baru depa nak respect kita ckit....
tp bila dipikir dgn hati nurani yang baik hati, kesian pun ada....mcm xpatut plak....ntah la....pa nak wat???benda dah jd....lps nih berhati2 ja la (mcm boleh ja nak berhati2...kalau nak laser, laser gak....hahaha=p)
pernah tak korang rasa skt hati smpai mulut terasa nak celopar??wpun pd hakikatnya korang cuba tahan perasaan skt hati tu by trying to remain cool tp aiseh tak dapat....maka terhamburlah kata2 yang ingin didengari tu.....
sejak aku jd cikgu nih, aku cuba la "lemah lembut" dgn bdk...ckp pun dgn sopannya (minus the part bila guna aku ang dgn depa =p)....kiranya pijak semut pun xmati....tp akhir2 nih, mulut aku nih sentiasa laju ja nak laser kat org....ramai gak students aku yg kecik hati dgn kelaseran aku nih....ni antara situasi2nya; =p
situasi satu....
pelajar A: "teacher, mcm mana nak buat soalan nih???"
maka aku dgn semangat keguruan, pergi menerangkan....
ok, dia pun nmpak pegang pen, nak wat soalan tu.....
selepas 10 min,
pelajar A: "teacher, mcm mana nak buat soalan nih?? lupa la...."
maka sekali lg aku dgn kesabaranku, pergi menerangkan lg.....
dia pun wat soalan tu....
selepas 15 min kemudian....
pelajar B: "teacher, tgk si polan nih (iaitu pelajar A), dari td asyik belek muka kat cermin...keja xmau wat, tiru org ja dia tau...tanya teacher mcm nak wat keja sgt...."
aku relax dulu bila dgr tu, aku ckp "teacher nak kamu hantar latihan sebelum kelas habis"
pastu student A jwb, "relax la, bkn ssh, tiru r....keja senang, xpayah pkir..."
pada ms nih la, aku rs kalau jangka suhu ada kat kepala, mungkin suhunya melebihi 100 darjah celsius....
aku xmarah kalau dia tnya byk kali sbb xpaham, tp yang aku bengang bila dia jawab, "tiru r....keja senang, xpayah pkir..."
pastu aku dgn lasernya jwb, "kalau harap nak cantikkan muka selalu, tp bodoh or otak zero, xdak guna, bek pi mati ja....."
reaksi pelajar A??? senyap terus.....
dalam hati aku??? padan muka, puas hati aku....
aku tau dia kck hati tp lantak la, dah lama aku sabar dgn perangai pelajar A nih...utk pengetahuan, dlm kelas, dia hanya tahu bersolek ja....sepanjang ms cermin, celak n powder ada kat tgn....masa mula2 aku msk, muka aku pun dia nak solek....lps nih, aku berani jamin msti dia xmau wat keja aku langsung....aku xralat pun, lg bgs ada r...hahahah jahatnya teacher sorang nih....
situasi dua.....
utk situasi nih, pelajar yang aku hadapi adalah seorang pelajar lelaki yg sentiasa menyampuk pa yg aku ckp, suka melawan ckp aku, sindir aku...kalau sekali sekala, aku xdak mslh...tp ms kejadian nih berlaku, aku mmg tgh panas hati kat dia bila dua patah keluar dari mulut aku, dia mesti potong....
teacher: "ok, pa yang kamu paham dgn cerita ini?? kenapa berlaku mcm tu???" bla....bla...bla...bla..
- aku tgh ngajar short story ms ni...
student X: "teacher ckp byk r, dari td xberenti" (dia berada dpn aku coz setiap kali ms aku mmg aku suruh dia dok meja dpn sekali)
aku teruskan gak pengajarn aku...aku wat xtau ja kat dia....yg len mmg tgh bg perhatian....dalam kelas, mmg aku suka kaitkan setiap yg aku ajar dgn pa yg berlaku pada students aku....maka, aku akan kerap merelatekan pengajaran dengan cerita depa (sambil selitkan sedikit unsur lawak - supaya kelas xboring).....utk kelas2 hujung, mmg kena wat mcm nih, kalau xwat, selepas 20 min, kita akan ckp sorang2 ja, yg len tido....
ms aku tgh sibuk relatekan pengajaran dgn cerita students, pelajar X: "teacher dok berleter pa la???bising ja....ngajar sudah la...."
ms tu bkn takat mulut aku ja laju , dgn tgn pun nek sekali....smbil aku ketuk kepala dia dgn kuat, aku ckp, "ckp ja pandai, mengaji bodoh....len kali xyah mai r, wat semak kelas ja.."
reaksi pelajar X??? terus senyap smpai kelas aku hbs....suruh wat keja pun xmau...tanya soalan pun xjawab....sampai member2 dia ckp, "xpayah la teacher ckp dgn dia, dia dah merajuk dgn teacher tu.."
reaksi aku??? padan muka, puas hati aku (sekali lagi - sama mcm dalam situasi 1)....tp kesian plak kat dia...aku dah malukan dia ka???? (tu naluri baik hati aku, hahaha)
moral of the stories??? aku xpernah menyesal bermulut laser dgn depa....coz kdg2 mmg kena ckp kasar dgn depa....baru depa nak respect kita ckit....
tp bila dipikir dgn hati nurani yang baik hati, kesian pun ada....mcm xpatut plak....ntah la....pa nak wat???benda dah jd....lps nih berhati2 ja la (mcm boleh ja nak berhati2...kalau nak laser, laser gak....hahaha=p)
Friday, October 23, 2009
long time ago.....
assalamualaikum n hai....
it feels like it has been ages since i posted my last entry....lama tu.....busy? meetings? classes? yup, suma tu termasuk dalam jadual padat aku.....25 periods per week.....6-7 periods everyday....tell me what do u think of my hectic life???
tp aku ttp happy...^_^ why? because i have lots of students who support me....always be there for me....=p
my form 5 students (the last class) are showing great interest in english compared to the first time i entered their class.....naughty, not interested in english, problematic, lazy ( all negative words) could be seen in each of them ..... but now , they (eventhough not all seem to change) are changing for the better....that's what i have been hoping for....when other teachers are complaining about their attitude n absence from classes, alhamdulillah i have not encountered those problems....
even the naughtiest boy in school seem to change for the better....i still remember seeing him being hit n slapped several times by PKHEM.....
tp sekarang, "teacher tolong check keja saya"...sampai aku pun ckp, "ang salah mkn ka????"=)
pa pun aku happy...really hope that all my stdents change for the better n hope that i can be part of their changes=p, insyaallah....
it feels like it has been ages since i posted my last entry....lama tu.....busy? meetings? classes? yup, suma tu termasuk dalam jadual padat aku.....25 periods per week.....6-7 periods everyday....tell me what do u think of my hectic life???
tp aku ttp happy...^_^ why? because i have lots of students who support me....always be there for me....=p
my form 5 students (the last class) are showing great interest in english compared to the first time i entered their class.....naughty, not interested in english, problematic, lazy ( all negative words) could be seen in each of them ..... but now , they (eventhough not all seem to change) are changing for the better....that's what i have been hoping for....when other teachers are complaining about their attitude n absence from classes, alhamdulillah i have not encountered those problems....
even the naughtiest boy in school seem to change for the better....i still remember seeing him being hit n slapped several times by PKHEM.....
tp sekarang, "teacher tolong check keja saya"...sampai aku pun ckp, "ang salah mkn ka????"=)
pa pun aku happy...really hope that all my stdents change for the better n hope that i can be part of their changes=p, insyaallah....
..........
strength does not come from physical capacity. it comes from an indomitable will....
-mahatma gandhi
-mahatma gandhi
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
1 malaysia....
assalamualaikum n hai.....
well for this entry, i would like to write about 1 malaysia....
well what is 1 malaysia???everyone is talking about 1 malaysia...
satu suara,
satu jiwa,
satu rasa.....
everything is 1......in other words, there should be no individualistic culture, instead, all of us have to encourage ourselves to accept each and everyone as a part of us.......
baru bley jadi kuat,
baru bley jadi aman damai - tiada diskriminasi,
maka bley la kita capai semua matlamat negara.....contoh - wawasan 2020....
wawasan 2020 yang lebih berkualiti...
dapat hantar angkasawan ke bulan or matahari =)
i'm sure there are some of us who see 1 malaysia as an ideology, but we have to keep reminding ourselves that 1 malaysia might bring lots of "hidden" advantages to us....
i believe that, we will lose nothing if we take part in this 1 malaysia.....
just like in this video.....
true, malaysia is not perfect, but living with people that make me feel happy, makes me wondering how lucky i am to be a Malaysian and i could not ask for more =p
i am proud to say that (me = Malaysian) and i do not regret it because i have ....
family, friends and so other members of the world...
that i know will keep motivating and supporting me just like what i will do for them ^_^
cinta sempuna.....
assalamualaikum n hai....
nwy just would like to share my new fav on yuna's songs....yeah2, i know it kind of outdated bt somehow i just like it=p .....the lyric, the music makes me feel relax, and realize that 'cinta sempurna' is what all of us are looking for.....especially cinta sempurna pada ALLAH S.W.T......but it depends on how we define the meaning of cinta sempurna and how we "react" to cinta sempurna ^_^
MAYBE....
cinta sempurna ...... pada
Yang Maha Esa
Rasul
ibu bapa kita
keluarga
sahabat
dan.........
seluruh umat manusia...
cinta sempurna.....
cinta sempurna.....
nwy just would like to share my new fav on yuna's songs....yeah2, i know it kind of outdated bt somehow i just like it=p .....the lyric, the music makes me feel relax, and realize that 'cinta sempurna' is what all of us are looking for.....especially cinta sempurna pada ALLAH S.W.T......but it depends on how we define the meaning of cinta sempurna and how we "react" to cinta sempurna ^_^
MAYBE....
cinta sempurna ...... pada
Yang Maha Esa
Rasul
ibu bapa kita
keluarga
sahabat
dan.........
seluruh umat manusia...
cinta sempurna.....
cinta sempurna.....
Yuna - Cinta Sempurna
Aku manusia lemah
Selalu terjatuh
Berbeda aku darimu
Kau berdiri teguh
Aku serba tiada
Aku kekurangan
Dan bila kau tiba aku hilang dari kewujudan
Sempurnanya sifatmu
Telusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
tak mampu tuk memnaggung sebuah cinta sempurna
Darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh
Bukan aku tak pernah
Mengerti dirmu
ku sanjung setiap kata cinta kau berikan aku
Hilangkan rasa itu
Akhirkankan semua
Dan bila kau sedar
Aku hilang dari kewujudan
Ohhh
Sempurnanya sifatmu
Telusnya hatimu
Jujurnya niatmu
Tingginya kesbrnmu
Lepaskanlah diriku
Kerna aku
Tak mampu tuk menanggung sebuah cinta sempurna darimu
Darimu ohhh
Darimu ohhhh
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
akan penatkah aku?????
attitude....
asalamualaikum n hai....
geram....geram aku bila dengar ada students cakap, "cikgu, saya ni kalau xmai sekolah pun xdak hal....baca, tulis, kira suma saya reti...."
student ni Form3....bayangkanlah, punya panas hati aku dgr ada cikgu bebel pasai dia....
kita ni bermati-matian nak ngajar dia, bley dia bg jwpn tu dgn rs xbersalah....
bila tnya kenapa mai sekolah, dia jawab, "bosanlah dok umah..."
pa la masalah dia.....bila ditanya cita2, dia jawab "saya ni nak motong getah ja, watpa ngaji tinggi2...."
parah betoi bdk nih.....
kadang2 benda2mcm ni wat kita jd kecewa jd cikgu....kita bg all out kat studnets.....tp students wat halai balai ja kat kita.....
ms aku mula2 masuk, aku mmg dah 'warning' students aku, "teacher akan pastikan xdak sapa yang akan wat halai balai dgn teacher, anggap teacher mcm tunggul batu"
dalam kelas, mmg aku guna"aku, hang" dgn bdk2 aku......ada kesan mendalam ckit....ckap elok2, mmg, alamatnya kena 'pijak' la kita....tambah2 plak bila dah ngajar kelas2 ujung......
tp aku ada bgtau depa, "teacher layan students dengan baik kalau dia pun tunjuk sikap yg bek"
ada gak efek positif kat depa....hahahah^_^
tp secara keseluruhannya, aku suka kerja cikgu nih....terutama bila rs diri 'dilindungi' (lebih kurang aku ada bodyguard la, hahahaha=p) dan dihargai oleh students......
so aku harap, aku boleh bertahan....ada berpuluh tahun lg dihadapan....sabar ejat.....semoga semangat ini akan terus membakar....insyaallah.....^_^
geram....geram aku bila dengar ada students cakap, "cikgu, saya ni kalau xmai sekolah pun xdak hal....baca, tulis, kira suma saya reti...."
student ni Form3....bayangkanlah, punya panas hati aku dgr ada cikgu bebel pasai dia....
kita ni bermati-matian nak ngajar dia, bley dia bg jwpn tu dgn rs xbersalah....
bila tnya kenapa mai sekolah, dia jawab, "bosanlah dok umah..."
pa la masalah dia.....bila ditanya cita2, dia jawab "saya ni nak motong getah ja, watpa ngaji tinggi2...."
parah betoi bdk nih.....
kadang2 benda2mcm ni wat kita jd kecewa jd cikgu....kita bg all out kat studnets.....tp students wat halai balai ja kat kita.....
ms aku mula2 masuk, aku mmg dah 'warning' students aku, "teacher akan pastikan xdak sapa yang akan wat halai balai dgn teacher, anggap teacher mcm tunggul batu"
dalam kelas, mmg aku guna"aku, hang" dgn bdk2 aku......ada kesan mendalam ckit....ckap elok2, mmg, alamatnya kena 'pijak' la kita....tambah2 plak bila dah ngajar kelas2 ujung......
tp aku ada bgtau depa, "teacher layan students dengan baik kalau dia pun tunjuk sikap yg bek"
ada gak efek positif kat depa....hahahah^_^
tp secara keseluruhannya, aku suka kerja cikgu nih....terutama bila rs diri 'dilindungi' (lebih kurang aku ada bodyguard la, hahahaha=p) dan dihargai oleh students......
so aku harap, aku boleh bertahan....ada berpuluh tahun lg dihadapan....sabar ejat.....semoga semangat ini akan terus membakar....insyaallah.....^_^
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
perasaan selepas 6thn.....
assalamualaikum n hai.....
yesterday was my convocation day.....august 11, 2009 would be the most memorable day in my entire lives....n i'm sure this goes to all my friends out there 2......congrats guys....^_^
after 6 years, finally we have something to show to our anak cucu....yang kami ni penat belajar, ssh nak dpat ijazah ni tau.....hahahaha
semalam ms perarakan msk ke dewan, dgr lagu perarakan, aku rs sebak sgt...tiba2 meremang bulu roma den.....ye la perasaan happy yang teramat sgt, xdpt digambarkan....dah la suma bdk tesl wat bising dlm dewan 2....dpn tuanku bainun palk....mesti upsi nyesal bg bbdk tesl first session.....hahahah
parents aku pun terkejut geng2 kami bising tanpa ada perasaan bersalah....hahaha...
pa pun suma dah selesai....the ending of our 6-years course equals to the beginning or the new chapter of our lives.....
so guys prove to others that it's worth it to give us this degree.....be a good n cool teacher, chaiyok2 =p
p/s: kat atas 2 antara gambar2 yang aku cilok dari member...aku mls nak kuarkan camera so kira nyibuk camera org len.....hahahaha
yesterday was my convocation day.....august 11, 2009 would be the most memorable day in my entire lives....n i'm sure this goes to all my friends out there 2......congrats guys....^_^
after 6 years, finally we have something to show to our anak cucu....yang kami ni penat belajar, ssh nak dpat ijazah ni tau.....hahahaha
semalam ms perarakan msk ke dewan, dgr lagu perarakan, aku rs sebak sgt...tiba2 meremang bulu roma den.....ye la perasaan happy yang teramat sgt, xdpt digambarkan....dah la suma bdk tesl wat bising dlm dewan 2....dpn tuanku bainun palk....mesti upsi nyesal bg bbdk tesl first session.....hahahah
parents aku pun terkejut geng2 kami bising tanpa ada perasaan bersalah....hahaha...pa pun suma dah selesai....the ending of our 6-years course equals to the beginning or the new chapter of our lives.....
so guys prove to others that it's worth it to give us this degree.....be a good n cool teacher, chaiyok2 =p
p/s: kat atas 2 antara gambar2 yang aku cilok dari member...aku mls nak kuarkan camera so kira nyibuk camera org len.....hahahaha
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