people always say i am a sort of hard-to-cry person...have this tough-really-hard-like-a-stone emotion....hahahha....actually i doubt that.. i am actually a really sensitive one (to those who really know n close to me =p) but people do not notice it because i hate showing my emotions especially crying...
i always think crying IS NOT a way to solve my problem....
i would think crying equals to losing all ur senses....u would feel numb when crying....doesnt matter what happen around u because u r too occupied or bz thinking of the reason(s) why u actually cry....
n i really HATE it..
that is why i dun like to watch sad-i-will-cry movies ( i really hate this type of movies pun - keja nangis ja), go to somebody's funeral (i will try my best to avoid it coz i hate seeing people crying over their lost loved-one(s))
but this doesnt mean i dun visit families who just lost their loved one(s).....i did visit and in most occasions, i tried to hold my breath s long s i could so that my tears didnt fall...
n this was one of the occasions that required me to really hold my breath.....
i went to visit my dad's best friend's son who was also my ex-student who died in a motorcycle accident.....it was really tragic....he was on his way back home when he met into the tragic accident.....only a few kilometres away from his house....
when i arrived there, i could hear his mother was crying n sobbing really hard....telling people how he had met into the accident, telling everybody he was a really good n nice boy.....he really was....i still remember his genuine-pure-i-will-never-harm-people kind of smile....but what has happened was destined....
n i sitting in a corner of the house, trying very hard to blink back my tears (while hearing his family's sobbing)...i tried not to cry eventhough i could feel my eyes were already flooded with tears....
BUT what break my heart the most is when i heard the cause that led to his death....HE DID NOT WEAR HIS HELMET PROPERLY.....his head was severely injured due to the crash onto the divider.....
i'm not writing this because i would like to condemn the action...let bygone be bygone....i just want OTHERS to open their eyes that anything can happen if u do not take safety seriously.....
well, we always assume that all of us know the rules when we r on the road....BUT STILL a lot of us ignore it....guys, safety is not the thing that we can simply put on risk.....
lots of families have lost their loved ones because we OR them take things for granted....we seem to see this safety aspect lightly with or without knowing the consequences....
so please change this good-for-nothing attitude.....when u take safety lightly, u do not only risk ur life but also the life of others.....<<<
p/s: if u take safety lightly but still nothing has ever happened to u (i think this is the major reason y people keep abusing the rules), then WATCH OUT it may bring bad consequences to u ONE FINE DAY...please think of ur loved ones.....
