sunyi...

assalamualaikum n hai...
well, seriously hidupku sekarang terasa kosong plak
no assignments, no project paper,
dulu tido pun termimpi2 projct paper,
skrang mimpiku kosong, kelam,
ada keja bising,
xdak pun bising,
tp aku suka keadaan skrang,
tidoku lebih bermakna,
tiada lg mimpi2 ngeri,
menghantui hidupku siang dan mlm,
kena ambil peluang menghargainya,
peluang begini xslalu dtg,
tp lpas ni exam, study2,
lps exam, drama, practice2,
lpas drama, pulau redang, enjoy2,
lpas redang, keja2,
adoi .....

musim kenduri kahwin...
asalamualaikum n hai...
well for today's entry, it would be about kenduri kahwin...
normal la, setiap kali cuti mesti ada kenduri kahwin...^_^
nwy i wld like to say congrats to two of my friends who got married recently...
semoga hubungan kamu berkekalan sehingga akhir hayat n insyaallah jannah...amin ^_^
to be truthful, i dun like going to kenduri kahwin...
dulu, aku xsuka pi kenduri kahwin sbb kena pakai bj kurung...lemas btoi pakai bj kurung...hahaha
then mak aku ckp "aizat, ang wat la xmau pi kenduri org, nnti ang kahwin xdak sapa nak pi kenduri ang.." hahaha bisa btoi 'ugutan' tu...
bt still, i hate going to kenduri....adik pompuan aku ja enjoy pi kenduri kahwin....hahaha
tp sekarang aku pun kena belajar pi kenduri kahwin...ye r member2 kahwin, aku pun mesti r kena menyibuk sekali...=p
tp perasaan xmau pi kenduri 2 dtg blk bila mkck2 kat kenduri tu tnya "aizat, bila plak kenduri awak tu??"
aduh, gawat2...benci btoi aku bila org tnya pasai kahwin....
apasal la semua pun sibuk nk suruh aku kahwin....tmbh2 plak, sekarang kebanyakan member2 aku dtg dgn baby msg2...lg la gawat aku nak tepis soalan2 laser mkck2...hahaha
tp aku cool ja...dgn selamba aku jwb "relax r mkcik, sy lmbat lg....2 3 tahun br ok kot" hahaha
yg plg kelakarnya bila tgk muka mkck2 yg tnya 2...
diaorg mcm xpercy ja aku jwb aku nak kahwin 2 3 thn lg....
muka diaorg mcm "btoi ka bdk ni"
ms tu pun aku bley tgk muka xpercay mak aku sbb aku jwb mcm 2...
ye r dia pun skrang sibuk nak suruh aku kahwin awai...
alasan dia 'takut anak dia xkahwin'....aku pun suka gak sakat dia, ckp "relax r ibu, kalau aizat kahwin, kahwin la, kalau x aizat dok nyibuk dgn ibu n ayah..." hahaha
tp yg plg semangat bpk aku....siap pkir tema kahwin aku....aduh....xbley tahan aku....=p
tp aku selalu bgtau parents aku, kahwin atau x, ltk tepi dulu cz aku nak cr duit utk dr sendiri n yg plg penting utk mak ayah aku....
nak gak berjasa ^_^
so kepada kwn2ku diluar sana...jgn terburu2 nak kahwin jika dr belum bersedia....
perkahwinan bukan satu permainan tp satu ikatan murni n suci antara dua hati n dua keluarga dalam usaha utk melayari kehidupan penuh ranjau n membentuk sebuah keluarga bahagia n melahirkan anak2 soleh n solehah...yg plg penting perkahwinan yg diredhai allah adalah impian kita semua....dan semoga kita semua ketemu keredhaan ini, amin^_^

Holidays..

assalamualaikum n hai...
holiday...this is what all of us have been waiting for....
a real escapism...hahaha
bt still need to focus on our project paper...
really looking forward for a great one week holiday...
n really hope that i cant finish up my project paper during this one week holiday...
chaiyok...

Postponed!!!

assalamualaikum n hai....
alhamdulillah our storytelling performance has been postponed to a new date, which is after exam....hooray ^_^ seems like our lecturers want us to focus on our project paper n of course exam...
bt still penat gak memikirkan pasai project paper....
cant wait to hand in this whole-thick-research to our supervisor...
after that focus on exam...
then focus on our post exam activities....^_^

PERFORMANCE...yeah!!!!

hai and assalamualaikum....
today's entry would be about our storytelling performance...it was like a year ago when we last preformed a drama Visitors To Kenny Hill in UPSI...i can say that it was a success...all of us were so happy eventhough it was undeniably tiring...
short notice to prepare and practise....s usual, when we have to prepare for drama performance, fighting, quarelling, disagreement among us is normal...bt somehow this disagreement has brought us together and came to a consensus which of course agreed by others...
we learn to accept opinions which are sometimes totally different from ours...the practise part is the tiring one...not much time left for practise, plus the assignments that need to meet the datelines and other so called commitments ^_^
bt one thing that i like about drama performance, is that the enjoyment and satisfaction that i felt once the drama performance ended....and for this final year, we need to perform a storytelling...this definitely add up to our stress level..
there are lots of assignments to be passed up, project paper, in house seminar, practices for this storytelling performance (with not much time left, of course)...but still we enjoy it...it is like a closing and finale for our 6 years of course and friendship...^_^
everyone cant wait for the performance day, just to get over and done with...but for me, i personally enjoy having this performance...it reminds me of those days when we were asked to perform drama...at that particular time, we thought that we r nt going to be teachers bt performers...hahaha ..ye la asyik berdrama ja....suma pun dah jd drama queens and kings^_^ smpai we were asked to perform it in SMK Sg Layar...hbt x??terasa poyo pun ada...^_^
but i'm sure all of us enjoyed those times...disagreements are normal, but being able to tighten the bonds after each performance is even more normal and "sweet "^_^....so cant wait for this storytelling performance...25th may 2009, 8pm...^_^ for those who can come, plez come,,,do support us, tq ^_^

hai and assalamualaikum....
it has been a while for me since my last entry....
lots of work....s usual....(wink2 alasan ja ^_~)...
nwy now i'm in a cc in CS...lots of things to do bt s usual escapism is needed after each assignment is submitted, release tension ^_^
while browsing through the net, writing my new entry, i could see lots of people are in this cc n of course because of internet service...
bt until now i'm still thinking of the benefits of internet towards human being...
why people love to lay back and spend their time browsing through the net???me myself also love to spend my sweet little time browsing the net ^_^...bt still i dont know why...is it because of the information offered in the net???i'm not that addicted to the internet...but my sister do..she can stay awake in the middle of the night chatting, browsing for information and so on...she rather not sleeping than stopping herself from browsing the net....
wah xsangka penangan internet begitu kuat ^_^ as for my brothers, internet means games...and this is what i experienced during my practical teaching...my students really love playing those online games and willing to spend their money for that...what a waste and what a life...i didnt see them playing all those traditional games which i used to play during my childhood days...
internet was nothing during my childhood days...xpandai la benda2 mcm ni
bt still we enjoyed our evening playing tuju kasut, masak2 (hahaha girlish betoi), roaming all around the housing area with friends...i used to get beaten by my dad because of playing with my male friends until maghrib....and tido luar adalah perkara biasa...my mum plak dengan hangernya, chasing after me sebab selalu pukul anak org...i dun know why bt when playing tuju kasut, i always ended up fighting with other kids...xpaham betoi...emo kot =p
i miss those times...even my brother and sisters do not play that kind of games anymore...kuno katanya...
bt the truth is those games really make you move around actively...xla mandom or lembab =p
bdk2 sekarang pun ada games sendiri yg mana aku pun xberapa paham kebaikannya...
bt whatever it is, doesnt matter what kind of games they play, what matters is the games are positive ones which of course give some positive outcomes to them....